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1 day ago

Okay.

I realised that I’ve totally not been blogging any single thing about my life and therefore I’ve told myself to try and stop reblogging unless I really have to from now on. Maybe I’ll just make a side blog for reblogging but yeah.

Anyway, I’m working full time as a corporate communications (long name huh) designer. Office is at Marine Parade, which means it’s bloody far and that I wake up at 6am every morning.. And get off at 6pm.

Crazy right? Okay time flies very quickly in there especially when you’re busy so.. It isn’t that bad or good. It’s both bad and good I guess.

You know people always try to see how much you’ve done and they go like “Huh? Three logos only? So slow!” that kinda thing?

But well.. Concepts aren’t easy to come up with I swear.

The usual thing I do for school is look at every single item around me and try to think it out.

BUT..!

I’ve been sick and my head.. or rather, brain, has been a piece of junk for some time.

Fuck it! My productivity rate seems low (okay my conscience seems to disagree since I’ve been trying to work things every minute of my work) but still……… It’s hard.

Shall not let this defeat me since I’ve about 30+ days to go.
Pay is nubbad for a student like me so.. Yeah.
I guess Pegs might join me soon. Looking forward to that :) Sucks to be a light-bulb..

Especially when you feel disturbed. Not because of what they’re doing or saying. But just perpetually disturbed.. Because the more they go lovey-doveying, the more you will miss the person you miss.. And in this case, everyone knows who I miss. ;/

Been trying to cut down on carbs all month and it doesn’t seem to be working. Face and hands did slim down but I need to cut my waist. :(

No time to exercise since I’m working every single weekday. OTL

Want a new MBP 13”! The higher-end one. Lugging this heavy old-batch 15” is going to kill me someday. It’s so heavy.

Went for dinner and shopping at Bugis after work with Chiaki yesterday (met her up cuz it’s a Friday!) and bought new black pants, a t-shirt and a nice new dark grey hoodie.

I LOST THE BRAND NEW TSHIRT EVEN BEFORE I BROUGHT IT HOME. ZZZZZZ. Anyone kind enough to sponsor me a new one? -_- (Hint hint YUPIG I BOUGHT SHIRTS FOR YOU NOW IT’S TIME TO RETURN THE FAVOUR :<)

Finishing my dinner now.

As you can probably see by now, my post is extremely random. -_-

School’s out. MGBD08 and I are pretty far apart now and well, I can’t really say anything about it. But I’ll definitely miss everyone.

Oh, I also saw Xiaxue’s ROM with Mike. So I guess she’s Mrs Sayre now. LOL. Okay lah, it went well, but the person at first made a careless mistake of calling her “MISTER WENDY CHENG YAN YAN……. OH I’M SORRY, MISS.” so I LOL’d.

Need a higher metabolism rate, it’s really unfair that people who eat way more than I do are actually way slimmer than me.

3 days ago

If it was Friday,

the week would be over.
I’d have time to rest.
everyone might be happier..

but not me.

cuz you, are going away on Friday.

This is why I’ve been feeling internally upset when I see anyone say “I can’t wait for Friday to come,”

because for the first time,
I don’t want it to come.

3 days ago

:D My favourite character from Alice in Wonderland!

4 days ago

FORMSPRING! ASK ME ANYTHING :D CLICK HERE.

Be nice though!

Notes: 4 / 4 days ago from midnightescapes (originally from saintlune)

Notes: 485 / 4 days ago from wildmushrooms (originally from polygonal)

Sunbeam Poem Projector by Jiyeon Song

Notes: 2042 / 5 days ago from staff

5 days ago

the last cigarettes are smoked, the loaves are sliced,
and lest this be taken for wry sorrow,
drown the spider in wine.

you are much more than simply dead:
I am a dish for your ashes,
I am a fist for your vanishing air

the most terrible thing about life
is finding it gone.

(unblinking grief: charles bukowski)

6 days ago

LOL FLIED NOODLES

6 days ago

The vocalist is pretty cute HAHAHAHA. But I like the chorus a lot :)

Disappear - Royal Pirates
Tell me that this is my mistake and you’re not
Telling me that this is the end, no I hope not
And you are burning me inside
Things that I’ve never meant to say I told you
Thing that you wanted me to say, I never did
And this is burning me inside

I’ll try to leave this behind
I’ll try to leave you afar

Would you disappear
To where you’ve never been before
I just can’t let you be here no more
And I’m not stopping you here
So just disappear

You’ve taken me down and let me drown
I should’ve taken you down with me
And all the things we share
Lets just burn it all on sight